Friday, April 27, 2012

The Gift of Silence



Two weeks on the road visiting family and attending to business and now back in the woods where last night I walked out on the porch and watched the International Space Station clear the horizon to the west then skirt the edges of our atmosphere along the northern sky.  When it disappeared in the east I noticed a passenger plane riding the winds somewhere in between and wondered about the people in both the plane and the space station and how they had no idea that far below and many miles away a man sat at his cabin looking up into the heavens.  It’s like that at night.  For the only things I usually see are the stars and the only sounds I hear are those of coyotes wailing at the moon and pauraques whistling in the dark and the ever present fiddling of crickets.  Now and then, as if a reminder of the world beyond this tiny enclave, comes the droning of a US Border Patrol helicopter.  The space station, the passenger plane and the helicopter but glimpses of a world driven by other needs and desires; for here there is simply the woods and the silence.  As I write these notes I hear mourning doves cooing in the trees next to the cabin and at one of my feeders I see that a pair of curved-billed thrashers has stopped to snack.  There’s not an hour that goes by that I don’t peer out at the birdfeeders to see who has come to visit.  Indigo and painted buntings, ruddy doves and Inca doves, white-winged doves, and my favorite dove, the ghost dove.  You birders out there are asking: “What’s a ghost dove?”  That’s what I call the white-tipped dove—a moniker used by most without any semblance of romance or creative thought.  So I’ll continue calling it the ghost dove and listening to its haunting coos as I have done since childhood, and I’ll revel in the silence that fills the gap between each melancholy note.  For me silence and nature far outweigh other needs.  Not but a few miles south trucks race along the little paved highway en route to distant markets.  A man who comes out this way tells me he visits in order to get away from the noise.  And yet, for most people noise is so endemic that they seem, or at least think they are, immune to its presence.  Some people won’t come over here because they claim it’s too quiet.  Then there is that odd batch that seem both uninspired and perhaps even incensed that anyone would prefer the silence of nature.  They have other problems as well.

For example, I know a man who asks, “Why would anyone want to walk in the woods?”  As if his desire to drive from place to place (sometimes one place is no more than a hundred yards from the other) is superior to those who choose to walk.  But then I read an article recently saying that the act of walking has been denigrated in our modern society.  We are a generally obese population.  I wonder why?

Perhaps it might be nice to devote a number of posts to the understanding of silence, the meditative powers of woods roaming, and the quest for a lifestyle removed from what has become known as modern society.  So let’s work on that for a while.